Please .....

Just want to say very sorry..

because i can't stop doing the dumbest thing again..
i'm crazy but i love blood..
Heart broken wine and beer are my best friends..
Feeling of drunk makes me feel really good..

But i forgot something ...
things which happened will not change if i drunk or bleed..

so ...how long will this last for me to recover...
God bless me...
Please be with me...
Now i don't have anybody else but you...
Please ......don't let my heart keep breaking...

I don't want to bleed again...
i'm afraid that i do the same thing again...
help....